tomorrow is THE DAY. SYF for guitar. GOOOOOO GUITAR!!!! WE CAN DO IT!!!! haha... great excuse to pon school. means that i don't have to do my chemical bonding worksheet by tomorrow... although i have already done like most of the worksheet... only the structured questions are undone coz i'm just too lazy... XD
somehow i just feel really slack even though i have done all my work (for the next week too i think) and other people are like mugging like siao... maybe i should do more...
one more thing. i hope the matter resolves itself ASAP. some improvement seen but still quite a long way to go to full recovery... need more medicine or something... someone raid a pharmacy.
ni zai yi gong chi bu dao de mian qian
shou ping ming hui hai shi wang xia zui
yan shen na me jue
dong jie yi qie bu rang wo wan hui
wo zai yi gong chi zhi wai de shi jie
yi bei zi hui bu liao de yuan dian
wo zhe cai fa xian
ni li wo you duo me yuan
~Jerry Yen [Yi Gong Chi]~
posted by munky at 17:09

2 times in merely 2 days. i thought i had gotten a handhold+foothold on my descent into the bottomless pit... but i was soooooo wrong. slipping and sliding down the crumbling sides of the pit, i wonder when i'll crawl back to the top, if ever i do... or do i really want to crawl back up?? part of me is curious as to what is at the bottom of the pit... the other part of me just wants security in the tested and proven daylight... stuck in the middle... should i go up or down? involuntarily i'm going down... yet i'm willing to let it happen... just hope that this stabilises soon...
Xiang qi na tian yuan lai shi wu yu wu feng
Ban ni tai tou kan zhe tian shuo ni xiang fei
Qing lang tian qi tu ran gua long juan feng

Yi sha na quan shi jie dou zai gai bian
Hui yi qi wo men liang kuai le de cong qian
Xiang yi chang meng
Wo de ai ni shi pian yun
Bu yao hai pa qu xun zao quan xin de zi ji
Hai kuo tian kong wu ju wu shu xin shi jie

Ye xu ni jiu yao yu dao lei yu shan dian de bao feng quan
Ye xu jiu yao yu dao wu yun mi bu hui san tian
Dong de xiang bing shuang bei guo xia xue tian
Ting xia jiao bu xiang xiang wo
Ye xu ni jiu yao yu dao liu lei bu zhi de feng sha tian
Ye xu yi hou tian qi yu bao bu hui zai you qing tian
Ye xu dao zui hou zhong dian shi lan tian
~Huang Yida [Lan Tian]~
posted by munky at 22:55

grr... just wasted one perfectly fine cd when i tried to help kit burn her cd... sorry kit you gotta give me another blank disc. i'll pay you the 50 cents. *curses*
topic of the week: euthanasia. sets a sombre tone. one question which really made me think hard was this: if you were a person in a vegetative state/no hope of recovery from a terrible illness, will you choose to live out the rest of your days or end your life in a single jab or pill? really, think about this, you'll be surprised how hard it is to make a decision whether anot you will choose life or death.
me? i haven't decided. when the time comes you'll know.
I watched the walls around me crumble
But its not like I won't build them up again
So here's your last chance for redemption
So take it while it lasts because it will end
And my tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

[Chorus:]
I cant live without you
Can't breathe without you
I dream about you honestly
Tell me that its over
Because the world is spinning and I'm still living
It wont be right if were not in it together
Tell me that it's over
And I'll be the first to go
Don't want to be the last to know

I won't be the one to chase you
But at the same time you're the heart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
And the more I try to feel the less I'm whole
My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

[Chorus]
~Lindsay Lohan [Over]~
posted by munky at 22:51